Here we go again

Alright my surgery is back on. No cancellations. I have a touch of flu and was worried I'd have to cancell again...but my doc said I'm good to go. Yay! Maybe? Oh I don't know... I'm happy about having this done, sort of. The stress of recovery time with a child, no driving for almost 2 months, 6 months or more of physical therapy, the real possiblity that I could rip the suture at any time. It's all making it impossible to try and be focused and positive.

I'm just tired and want to sleep without any pain.